The sounds of children playing, the sounds of childrens’ laughter; the calling out of, “tag you’re it” the clear blue skies, the birds singing a cheerful melody, The yearning of an innocence of a time long gone by, without a worry in the world. a journey that never ends. my insides feel like butterflies. my heart is breaking, I’m dying inside. my soul is stuck in purgatory, lost between heaven and hell. a void and emptiness that never seems to go away. a pain that consumes you and devours your soul. The loneliness engulfs you.