Into the dark abyss, down into the dark recesses of my mind. I feel like I am stuck in a well. I am cold and shivering. I try to claw at the stone blocks to no avail. I hurt my fingers trying to climb out. I have to keep swimming or I will drown. I feel so tired. I am in a dark deep place from which there seems to be no escape. I close my eyes and try to imagine what my old life was like. It seems like so long ago. I try to focus on something happy.